September 24th, 2001


From the #QueerByChoice Chatroom on DALnet

__Dreamer: Winona is a nice name
__Dreamer: i'm going to change my name
__Dreamer: when i leave school
Gayle: to what?
Gayle: you can't be Winona, Dreamer
Gayle: you're not cut out for it
__Dreamer: no i dont wanna be
__Dreamer: i'm thinking of Emi but it's too juvenile
__Dreamer: i cant think of a good name for me
Gayle: you know why you can't be a Winona, though?
__Dreamer: cos its not me?
Gayle: 'cause Winona means "firstborn daughter"
__Dreamer: lol well Katie means pure
__Dreamer: which isn't true either
Gayle: your sister would have to be the Winona of the family though
lentrot: If I change sex I could be Winona
Gayle: lol Lentrot
__Dreamer: lol
__Dreamer: no
__Dreamer: oh yeah
Gayle: Dreamer, you could name yourself "impure" then
__Dreamer: haha
__Dreamer: i want something cool
__Dreamer: and unusual
Gayle: Impure is pretty cool and very unusual
__Dreamer: lol it's a little fucked up :0)
Gayle: lol and so are you :-p
__Dreamer: lol
__Dreamer: i know
__Dreamer: "hi i'm impure"
Gayle: Lentrot, let's just start calling her Impure from now on
lentrot: lol ok
* __Dreamer grins
Gayle: and you can be Imp for short!
lentrot: lol
__Dreamer: haha
__Dreamer: cute Gayle
Gayle: and so are you :-)
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loud loud LOUD thunder and the sky keeps flashing purple bright as daylight then suddenly BLACK my power shut off

I couldn't find my flashlight didn't remember where I'd last left it and I have no matches here no anything so I just kept feeling around for the flashlight in the dark but I couldn't find it I couldn't

so I opened all the blinds up to the ceiling to let the lightning in so I could see a little in flashes not enough to be useful but it was something to look at so I laid on my bed next to the window and stared and stared at the sky

but there's more than that

between the sky's growls and quieter beneath the purple flashing sky much dimmer almost unnoticed the rooftops have started a slow trickling like a mossy rainforest I'd like to listen to

make the sky stop growling so I can listen better to the quiet

but no no the sky is angry now because my power came back and I stopped paying attention to it now it's jealous and angrier than ever before

::goes back to lying on the bed watching the sky::
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