Actually, yesterday evening, between this post and this comment and then a Twilight Zone episode along much the same lines, I was left suddenly rather more disturbed at the prospect of losing him in a rather worse way. That needs to very much not happen either. Jeremy, if you ever kill yourself I shall . . . um . . . break up with you! So don't you dare even think about it.
No, really, life is okay as long as I remember to turn off the TV right away after Star Trek ends, before The Twilight Zone starts.
Eek, I just noticed I should have gotten in the car and started driving six minutes ago. Time to go do that now.