Okay. I think life is planning to become less hellish now. That would be nice.
I just want to be able to take off people's spiny shells and get them to let me hug them. I want deep true human connections instead of all this flailing of spines. And that's what almost everybody else in the world claims to want too, but then when you actually touch them they nearly all leap up screaming in terror and try to kill you for it.
Tell me something. Tell me something that you're hardly ever brave enough to tell people. Tell me the thing that's hardest of all for you to tell people. My journal is always open to anonymous comments if you ever want to make use of them. It doesn't matter whether I know who you are or not; I just want to know that there are human beings out there in the world instead of only spiny shells. Tell me something that makes me know beyond a doubt that a human being with intense feelings sat down at a keyboard somewhere on the other end of the internet connection and . . . felt things, and wrote them down for me.